Thursday, February 6, 2014

A New Hope

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With the move to Colorado, the question was: What was my mother's ultimate goal?
My mother used a moving company for our belongings in part because there would be a week long gap between the time we left New England and the time we were in the apartment. With the moving company, she could have them place our stuff into holding for two weeks, then finish delivering it to us in July. The problem was, once in holding, there was a strike and we were just a pair of a vast group of people who suddenly discovered they would have to make do with what they'd taken with them. For us, it was a small black & white television, two sleeping bags and what we fit into our luggage to last two weeks.
It was kind of odd to have a bedroom all to oneself and you're to one side with your sleeping bag looking over the far reach of the carpet at floor level. Needless to say, our laundry went into a frequent washing rotation. Unlike the old complex, this apartment complex had roughly three times the number of buildings and each building had three times the number of apartments. For 'entertainment' I would roam the complex and get the lay of the land. It had a pool, but it was always busy so my using it was out of the question. Next to the pool, though, was a club house with a coin operated pool table and pinball machine. Having never played pinball, only hearing about it in one of my brother's 'The Who' albums, I asked mother for some quarters, she gave me two. When I returned, it was in use and I watched the teenager play it for a bit. When his friend arrived, they left and I gave it a try. The two quarters went fast and when I returned to mother for more, I was told there weren't going to be any more and to find something else to do with my time.
After a couple of days of sitting on the floor, my mother got sick of it and came up with a clever idea: Rather than buy indoor furniture as ours would eventually arrive, we would buy lawn furniture! It was cheap, and we could use it indoors for the next few weeks, then move it to the little balcony once our stuff arrived. During one of our exploring car trips around our neighborhood we found a drug store, but again with the change in scale, it was at least four times the size of the largest pharmacy I'd ever been to and had some grocery aisles, electronics room, and more importantly the lawn furniture set out for sale in the entry. We picked-out two pieces, a short upright chair and a lower lounging chair. Now we had the chance to watch the black & white while sitting in the otherwise empty living room area in lawn chairs. Everything seemed so novel to me at this time.
The antenna on the T.V. didn't pick up the stations very well, but the apartment came with free 'cable', whatever that was. In rural New England, I had never heard of cable and we all just had roof mounted antennas, so this idea of a 'cable' which held all the signals that would normally be out in the air was a new concept for me. The small T.V. didn't have a cable inlet in back so my mother found out there was a Radio Shack a little ways from the apartment. On the drive I realized it was within walking distance and once there the manager, 'Ralph', helped us find the necessary adapter to attach the cable to the television. As we checked out I noticed they had two TRS-80 display computers, the typical one on a mid-chest high pillar placing the screen and keyboard at standing level for customers milling in and out. But they also had one in the display model integrated desk, with chair, looking very lonely by the window. On the way out I asked Ralph if I could come back sometime and use the computer, he said I could.
This town had five malls at the time, mind boggling as in rural New England malls were few and far between and only near the capital cities. We visited three of the malls in this new town regularly, at first so we could buy some additional clothes, but to also give us a break from the heat. Air conditioning was something only the rich people had in their cars and houses when I grew up, so there was no surprise that our first apartment, nor our Colorado one, didn't have any. To console me over not being able to play the pinball machine given its thirst for quarters, mother found me an electronic 'Master Mind' game which worked for a single player. This kept me busy for a few hours.
The next time at the drug store, I asked mother to buy me a notebook and pencils and I started to write code. Except I didn't know what I wanted the code to do. Unlike the past year taking programs out of magazines, I was starting with a blank page. Then it occurred to me to write a program that worked the same way as the mastermind game. Given the slow pace of my hand writing, it gave me plenty of time to reconsider any change my code might need as I scribed. Once done, I took the fifteen minute walk to Radio Shack and confirmed with Ralph that I could still use the computer on the desk. I could and typed in the program. To my surprise, with only one quick to find and fix bug, it worked! As the computer had a cassette recorder attached, I bought the cheapest tape they had and saved the game. I then spent the majority of my time at the apartment writing code into the notebook and then visiting the store to try it out. After a couple days in a row, Ralph encouraged me to come less often and so I made it a Monday-Wednesday-Friday afternoon trip with code writing at the apartment to tide me over between visits.
At first, to fill our time waiting for the furniture to arrive, we went to all the tourist traps in the area. On the drive into town on the interstate highway our first time, the 'Chamber of Commerce' had a stand on either side of the highway in the dirt shoulder where people could pull off and look through the fliers. We had collected quite a few then and, now these weeks later, had been going through them one by one until we ran out.
There was also another problem which horrified mom. In rural New England, where we knew everyone and everyone knew us, as puberty dawned I was still me and everyone knew it. Sure, I was a little awkward given my 'situation', but we had all been told that puberty was an awkward time and none of my friends or classmates seemed to take any particular notice. But in Colorado, where everyone was a stranger, they took me as they saw me and occasionally referred to me as my mother's daughter. This was despite the fact that my breasts continued to be strapped down with the ACE bandage. After a couple times of this, mother's solution was to have my head shaved to a military cut. This horrified me as, in the nineteen seventies, guys didn't have short hair like that anymore. Still, the times people assumed I was mom's daughter decreased, so it made her happy.
There was a problem with the new apartment, the neighbor above us owned a dog and had him use the balcony above us to 'do his business'. Urine would come down to our balcony at random times of the day, and rain storms would break-up and wash down the feces. Complaints to the neighbor or landlord didn't help. Eventually, as we still didn't have any furniture, the complex offered to let us move into a different apartment at the start of August. Mother took up that offer and soon, before my birthday, the strike had ended and our stuff was finally delivered. Well most of it, they told us that the storage warehouse had been robbed during the strike and some of our belongings stolen, like my bunk beds and gaming console. As I had long since become bored with Pong, it was no great loss for me, but mother was very upset, I don't remember what stuff of hers had gone missing.
Once the phone was installed and activated, mother quickly called Joe to let him know of her number. This lead to the once a week Friday evening phone call where Joe would be working at one of the stores late and give mother a call. On these nights, mother would make sure to be at the apartment and pensively wait near the phone for the call that eventually came. Between the first few of these calls, she explained to me her plan: The whole move to Colorado was to let Joe realize how much he missed her and needed her in his life. He would thus finally divorce his wife Dorcus and come to Colorado and sweep mom off her feet and take us back to New England!
This would happen any day, now...




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