Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Forgotten

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Out of the blue during the third quarter I was called to the high school office. Had I done something wrong? Was there a family emergency? No, it was a note that I was to meet with Dr. Drysdale of Dartmouth College who wanted to see me, including a phone number, an address, and a date & time. Stunned, I had no idea what to make of it. Having recently read a Larry Niven story called 'Dry Run', in part about making a trip ahead of the time just to make sure a planned route would work, I decided to make the long drive to Dartmouth the preceding Sunday to make sure I could find the address and office.
I eventually found it and it turned out he was with the computer science wing. Had he heard about me from my computer fair touring days in my Sophomore and Junior years? Had my absent mentor Zack Hatch bumped into him during his sabbatical and dropped my name? Or had Dr. Drysdale recently bought a Trash-80 and heard I was the one to talk to about setting it up? This little mystery gained my attention at a time when very little caught my interest.
While my first quarter had respectable grades amongst the blank slots from withdrawn classes, the second quarter I only had a couple of 'D's to break-up the string of 'F's. I hadn't even thought to use the trick of withdrawing from a class before the grades were in to avoid the 'F's. Having the first period of the day free had worked out so well for me in the previous quarter that once my two quarter last period of the day class ended, I kept that period free as well for the third and fourth quarters allowing me to show up to school late and leave early. Being able to leave early was going to be a good thing as I'd need the extra hour to get to the Dartmouth appointment from the school as it had been scheduled for a weekday.
Arriving at the College, I discovered finding a parking space during regular hours much harder than during off hours, but I fortunately found one and got to his office only a few minutes late. I introduced myself and he introduced himself and told me who he was. I wondered what the appointment was about and it turned out he wasn't so sure either... So a third party had made the appointment and hadn't thought to let either of us know why? He asked if I had interest in computers, which I told him I did and so he warmed-up the terminal in his office. He asked how my interest had started and I mentioned how it began with typing in games from magazines and by the next year I was writing my own. This prompted him to bring up the College's local version of 'Colossal Cave', a text based adventure game consisting of text descriptions with the player able to type in simple directions such as 'go north' or 'take ax'. Having played more advanced variations on my home computer, it was interesting, but the College's version didn't catch my attention.
Dr. Drysdale asked me about some terminology, which I was unfamiliar with and we seemed to have come to an impasse as what to talk about. Then it occurred to me that maybe I should show him some of my code and asked if I could make a follow-up appointment with him and bring my computer with me so I could show him what I could write. He agreed and I had little doubt that once he saw my magnum opus game, 'Star Quest', he would be duly impressed. While it still lacked a climactic ending, all of the flashy graphics along the way should make 'Colossal Cave' pale in comparison!
Appointment made, the following week I loaded up my computer into my dad's car in the morning before going to school. I whiled-away the school day with anticipation, a great improvement for me versus staring at the floor. And I was even able to get out of my second to last period class early just to provide me that extra time to get to Dartmouth and set-up my computer. The drive went by fast and I arrived; leaving my twenty-five hundred dollar computer in the car hidden under a blanket to be safe, I went to his office. A quick greeting and I asked where I could set-up the computer and he took me down to the garden level staff lounge and said I could set it up there. He'd be going to a quick meeting but would be back within the hour. That sounded great and I went out to the car.
I brought in the computer piece by piece and hooked it all together, then attached the cassette player and began loading the game. Out of paranoia, given that the cassette tape interface was known to be flaky, I brought a second copy of the game on another tape just to be safe. But I didn't need it. Having arrived just before four thirty, I was all set-up with the program loaded into the computer's memory and ready to show-off by four forty-five. I knew I was going to impress Dr. Drysdale when he got back.
All original code, my program was replete with algorithms containing: Inter-language calls, time slicing routines, real time graphics, data compression logic, constrained data generation, line algorithms, and a universal user input routine with program state dependent data parsing. My only regret was I wouldn't be able to show the doctor the Bubble Sorting technique I'd come up with to provide my school its random number list in the previous year.
Some professionals in the computer field had made their reputations, in part, on originating one of these logical techniques apiece. The problem was I didn't know that as I was unaware there were books on computer programming beyond the Trash 80 Level I BASIC manual. All other books I had come across had been little more than programming language syntax references. The thing was, I was self taught and thus hadn't realized there was a whole world of computer programming jargon out there that I should know in order to communicate with other people in the computer field.
While I waited for Dr. Drysdale to return, I got to show off my program to a number of Teaching Assistants that came into the lounge, but I think it only totaled around three. I assumed the doctor would arrive by five thirty and when that came and passed, I assumed he was running late and would definitely be there by six o'clock... By six thirty I was starting to feel a little antsy and daringly left my computer unattended in the lounge while I went up a few sets of stairs to check his office. Locked and dark, I realized he might be at the lounge right then and wondering where I was. I flew back down the stairs and reached the room. No one was there. Six thirty spanned to seven fifteen and I asked the last T.A. I saw that evening if they knew where Dr. Drysdale was, he assumed he'd gone home by now. This startled me as I began to wonder if he had forgotten about me after his meeting and simply went home. By seven forty I went up the stairs to check his office again simply because it was the only other place on campus I knew of to look for him.
Once eight o'clock came, I realized he probably wasn't going to show. As the campus was obviously closed for the night and I hadn't a clue where any centralized office might be where I could ask about Dr. Drysdale's location or off campus contact number, I realized I should probably go. Still, I waited until after eight just to be safe and reluctantly disconnected the computer and took the parts to the car. By eight thirty, just over four hours since I'd gotten there, I started my long drive home.
In subsequent days I tried calling his office number but it just rang. Before the days when answering machines were common place, I couldn't just leave a message for him. At my High School I asked if they had some alternative phone number or contact information for him. They didn't have anything beyond the note they had originally given me. Nor did they know who had originally set-up the first meeting with him. I toyed with the idea of just driving back to his office one day and linger by his door until he showed-up at some point but, given the driving distance involved, that seemed like a silly waste of gas.
Surely he would have called me if he had really wanted to see me again, and I concluded that he didn't. Of course, in the days before answer machines were common place, for all I know he had been calling my home time and again to apologize and make an alternative appointment...
But with no one there, there would be no one to answer the phone.



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